evolve

you need more time than my anxiety can handle

than the amount of blood that my heart can bleed

I do not need you

but kills me to see you like this

knowing I gave you the trigger 

all I wanted right now was to evolve you with my arms 

and feel you lighter

and stand still on the same ground

and unload this chest that is addicted to carry more than it can bare

I just want to evolve you and be evolved by those arms and chest so enormous I fit so well 

I am sorry.