please my anxiety

a rollercoster mind being confused one more time

anxiety is already here

always getting early

this proactivity 

flourished imagination

shivered inner

I do not allow

but do you think it hears?

seems like your modus operandi

even though yours is way more insane 

it begans and goes on like this:

the shivering happens in every spot of this body

hitting farther farther away

knowing my weak ones by observing for a brief moment

contemplating my highs and almost faints

man, you leave me out of myself 

coming back barely

I guess i deserve this unabridged temptation

i identify with this

for even if I deny it out loud

the chest of wonders and horrors

i use as a shield

will scream very hemorrhagic:

'you are a masochist'

and I can not escape

what i crave for so madly

i please my will by accepting so please my anxiety as i please yours

come closer and say only undescribable half words, if you must