river of illusions

 he does not realize
and I am the only one to blame

all of these colored expectations

this river of illusions runs so fast

a kind of rush that rises all the hair of my body

thats massage all of my internal organs

and takes my mind on a dance

it feels so good

even knowing it is not 

not a third of it

none

that is what people experiences 

when going on a trip of enchantment for another

even though having the reality in hands

that it is all an illusion

and the huge wave that results from this drug you are

just feels good for a split of second

to do not believe it the key

or I will end up inside a deep black hole of my own brain and heart intertwined