As Far As I Remind It Was Otherwise. / Blank and White.

Why do you say those things?
Do you really mean those words?
This eyes chasing and facing mine
makes me fear my next move,
it can be my last.

Sometimes I think I am going mad
Because this was not that way
As far as I remind of you
you were sweet, controlling, but sweet inside
Over the years you just kept yourself locked
Seventy keys over seven hundred chests.
As far as I remind it was otherwise,
completely different
you just decided to jump and did not remember of any of us
Heavy body, heavy soul falling forever.

You are addicted, it is becoming a disease
Bittersweet fooling disease
you are sick, sick, sick
you need to see, see, see

You need to surrender, cannot you see?
How can you carry on living your life
falling without learn once for all like this?
How can you like having control of other's lives,
it is time to set it free, do not you see?
Do not you know? Nothing last much time.
And we have so much, but so little.
All ends, we cannot escape.

When will you stop pretending,
and let go to turn the page
start a new one, all blank and white?
It does not need to be a whole new book,
because you cannot run away too much from your past,
it will always follow wherever you go,
will always be by your side on
your memories, your actions, such surprises
until the day you die.
After, it will be on
memories, those life's surprises.

You are addicted, it is becoming a disease
Bittersweet fooling disease
so sick, sick, sick
open up to see, see, see

Misunderstood I stay trying to understand you
and everytime I try, I get on a lost wasteland
This energy you spread into my spirit
makes me forget to inspire,
it can be my last breath.

Anytime from now.