the biggest lesson

in the bus I believed the freedom
I was delivering myself into
but now I see the chaos of others I entered
screaming inside
I fight
for there is no possibility of flying
I will succeed
I will get there where I want
the only need now is to close my heart to another eyes
and words
one day soon
I will be really free

problems seem to follow me
problems that do not seem to solve themselves
nor even see what they do to the ones that have nothing to do with it

sorry to myself for not thinking so well
before it all came down
tranquility will find me
I just need not to rebel that much
for they just do not care
the way is to not care so damn much also
things will organise themselves
as I step outside of myself
for there is no use on mourning
I did it, so I face it
and change 
this is the beginning of other many battles
lessons always have eyes on us