rosemary

rosemary scent
to purify and magnify
deliver me in good arms
for that is all I am needing
physical and spiritual

and again I am sorry
sorry for not sensing I was getting in the way
before I did
before I became less myself
trying to rid
this emotional chaos
off me

the very confusion after the nice sensation
of meeting liberty out of that house
for, again, I do not feel at home
maybe it is transitory as it all is
I just know I will be fine
just not right now 

and it is ok

we all need time.
oh so many feelings to comprehend in the way