Heated Tender

 oh I have been craving

for a heated tender

more than usual lately

I do not know what to do

I am have been dreaming awake of you

and I can not take you out of mind

I do not know how to turn these dreams into reality

finding myself in a dilemma

you are different than what I am used to

and somehow I like that

I adore a challenge and

you make me curious 

even without any concrete initiave from you

all I want to do with you is to steal a warm kiss

at first

then,

I want to feel your body against mine

changing temperatures and tenderness

and sensations

to let it flow as we dovetail in one another

this is the headling of those dreams

there is so much more than meets the eye

I do not know why exactly I can not fulfill this rush

you gave me unconsciously

beyond the excuses I say to be light about it

but I will, soon

for I am tired of keeping it inside this long

so, only a question remains to myself:

if now is not the time, when it will be?