Masoquists

how masoquist are you?

how farther would you go

on inflicting pain on yourself like this?

show me your lack of self appreciation

just by allowing me to be the voyeur 

for the heart so hemorrhagic

as forlorn as the outter 

down under, the sore entrails 

back then, you turned off the brain area that is

screaming for salvation and recovery

for what is left not that drained yet 

you have been accepting that is hurt all you deserve

I can confess that I am a bit too masoquist myself

for not so easily giving up on you

wounded since my birth, now a whole lot more 

the black whole inside you

like a magnet, attracts my black hole

until the collision 

what is left of your essence?

where are the shattered pieces of us? 

will something good come out from all of this?

when it will be enough?

or you will be found

on the rocks, by the ocean 

drowning in an eternal death?