The Matter

I am starting to believe

in what is the realest

the matter, the gesture

the staring, the texture

instead of what my spiraling mind know for facts

there are proves

not coming from other people's mouths

but from the everyday practice of observation

it is not some funny alliteration

but close to a form of mesmerization

if you let it

there is no one to help you here

do not you rely on anyone, because

there is no one, two, three.... action

I am starting to believe

in what is the realest

the matter, the gesture

the staring, the texture

instead of what my spiraling mind know for facts

there will be no sit and wait

for you to be prepared

maybe it will take you out

of your head

still, it all depends on you

and the wildest broadness to be brought 

I know, I know

it seems too heavy to carry

all though 

if you learn to see through

greater will be the gratitude later

in the enlightenment of

your darkness acknowledgement 

each one of us has its own time 

watch what I say

to feel you may

to understand you shall 

one day you will

do not rewind or press forward

you will experience 

if you let it

there is no one to help you here

do not you rely on anyone, because

there is no one, two, three.... action

I am starting to believe

in what is the realest

the matter, the gesture

the staring, the texture

instead of what my spiraling mind know for facts