Up to the neck
Up to the neck
for the weight of the darkness
of the world
of your own world
down under
while growing older
tired, so tired
you do not want to know
no thing at all about new troubles
a drained man crawls in its own entrails
down under
while falling asleep much deeper
trying just to
flirt with the idea of death
for the amusement
although the baffled scream for the pain
became such a physical distress to simply move on
so, serious intentions has joined your path
also fears, insecurities
and other kinds of the lack of care
in the search for the love you always wanted
drowning, draining, driving to madness
coming in and out of consciousness
feeling more alive and more dead
than ever before, each time
you can only live once, they said
what they do not know is
the exhaustion that comes for feeling so tired
seems inevitable and uncontrollable
that is not just you
but everything you do feels not enough
and the belief in this will take you to a dead end road
up to the neck so constantly you can not say no
oh and the thrist for life is close to non existent
so, you just surrender and
hold hands to the depression
until one of those is over: it or you.
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