Too Lost.

Hey
You
Do you want to help me, to save me?
Because I am lost in myself
In him
In this everything
I live and became.

I stand here
Stained
Waiting
Fearing
Missing
Craving
Thoughtful as usual
and
Only.

Do you really want to help me, to save me from myself?
So, be my fairymother
For me to fulfill the desires deep in the corners of me
Those wild
Dark
Shown by my body
Silent by my mouth
Sparkling in my eyes
Bleeding in my heart
Come and hold the pieces of me
Gather them
Because I am too lost to find myself.