The One That Got Away.

You are free to, if you want to leave
I will not occupy my mind with confusions like this
Not for too long
I have too many troubles already.
I feel too much already.

I will miss you
I am missing you
I am enchanted by the every athom you are
But I deny to cry
I am not crying, not anymore
Even though, oh I have the will to
Punch you right in the face, in your stomach,
to rip out your heart like the wings of a butterfly
Only to put you in the place I was left, in my position
You will continue on the goodness, but responsable and straight vision
You just does not realize
Realize there is so much more to see
If you really liked any little of me,
You would had let me into, you would had really think of me
And I will stop on bleeding for you,
you are not worth any drop.

I need to remember to breathe still
I crave for air and sweetness inside
And I need and crave someone who does what says
I will not believe in promises anymore
I am not believing in your lies
Not anymore.

That was a dream indeed.
No reality is fairytale.
We pay for our decisions thoughtless.

How stupid I was made
For being truly madly in love with the one that got away
Like a bride obliged to stay with who she does not care for
Like wolves in disguise to reach to catch their prey
I will not be the fool of the middle again
I am not passive as you are
This was not supposed to last
Only to form and bring memories in moments of loneliness
This is not our time.
At least not for now.