inconstant constant

i do not want to care that damn much

no more

no I do not

I am over and done

I keep telling my mind

and my heart

to stop rushing 

because I am going down

oh I am going crazy

this is my statement

I just ask for this flow state to carry on with me

no more fears 

no more insecurities

to learn to let the wind take it all 

to let the sunlight in

more than I usually do

unaware

yet so aware

I do not want to care that much anymore

few by few I am walking to a state of madness 

like this constantly soft and inconstant breeze

blessing my body and soul 

oh, feel free  

all in and out 

 this freedom is a warm blanket in a cold cold day