lover

this suppose need of loving self first

to be able to love other people is not realistic

is just movie romance

I loved so much before even liking myself

so fierce, so crazy

each one different

and I believed I did not know what love was

so I never loved anyone

oh so naive 

so in mistrust

but I thank someway

I thank the growing 

it was not even close to soften

but it made me awake

it made me stronger 

to be thirsty for all the little moments so enormous 

of pure life celebrated just by being 

no judgements at all

we make difference every place and every life we enter 

or the person inspires you to

or makes you meet self destruction

in a more intense way

and it is so irresponsable

to sacrifice others for your own sake only

no good in your intentions can not do any use in their paths 

let it be free, let it go

and I find in myself a lover

climbing the mountains with passion 

though not even close to the top  

it is struggle and conscience every day

and it worths all of the moments