do what is possible

I wish I could do something

to change the round

like I have the power to change myself

but I do not 

and I feel impotent

I wish I could do something beyond what I do 

but I can not

I can not help everyone

I can not save anyone

the control is not on my hands

I do what is possible

this is a fact

and I need to evolve my mind more on things like this 

to diminish the astral travel only to keep it occupied

the lack and the time are, together,

a challenge for me 

this is not a reason for me to think I am doing nothing

because I am, doing a lot already

and it has to be enough

even though I do not feel like this all the time

for the world

for myself

for the other I care most

all I am is not numb

but drowned in feelings

I wish I could do something

but I can not

I can not help everyone

I can not save anyone

I am not a spectatress only

I am not just sitting on my sofa watching the ruins

I need to stop, and come back to my breath

to return to the sensation of the breeze passing over

to the sunlight burning slightly my skin

to the caring of what matter most 

without crying out loud inside

for what is not in my hands to change, to solve 

I can only do what is possible

for me not to suffer for the unnecessary

to make my heart even more hemorrhagic

is all I do not need 

I am doing enough

I am enough

I need to move my attention to this certainty

I can only do what is possible

and it is fine everything I do

I am impotent and it is all right

no one can do every single thing 

for themselves or others on their own

this overcharging is not the self care I praise

liberate the weight from your shoulders

from your head, from your heart

do not suffer to carry what you can not bear