only in flesh

 you are too close

and you are too far

and I comprehend both 

heads and hearts

I am not also here or there totally

they are here inside but only in flesh

we want some things from others

that we can not provide to ourselves

those are exactly what is looks like

needs we hide under the pillow and sleep on it

not figuratively - too

as it supposed to be - too

the answers we crave so much

are not in the other

but outside

and within each one of us

when we will stop to see?

the needs we have so much

are not everyone's fault

but ours 

and the ones in the past so present still

where the wheel is going?