in my own time

 of course that had to be 

in a waning moon

and then a scorpio lunation

to bring me to my abyss 

without asking me

now imagine in some weeks

when the new solar revolution comes for me

exactly in all of these aspects

it is whispering to me:

get prepared for your next year

I know me more than anything

still I can not exactly solve

these kind of problems

for they are not within my purview

most of them are different types of anxiety

every one so little forms a whole world

I need to comprehend

that waiting for something like

being closer in heart

from someone who are not in the same plain

is out of my scope

this path goes just to deception

to be inside of me

to perceive more

to change what I can

all in my own time

also this, my time

I need to cognize better