The Cause of Fear and Sorrow in Me.

I feel fear
and sorrow
you cause me every night
In and out of sleep.
and it goes so deep,
you would never imagine.

It is all a farse
This life in here
and I am tired
Just wishing to disappear.

Catch me before I fall again.
I am a fool because of you.
I do not want to fail again.
In your eyes, I am already a failure.
So, I would not even once be a cure.

I am the only one who can sees behind your mask.
There is no more sparkle or any kind of magic,
there is no reason or any kind of light.
All I need is to breathe.

The anxiety gets into my core
Slowly getting into my numb feelings
and making them go high on hysteria.
My tears fall and I fall with them.

This life is a wonder
And too, is a farse
I find tire in everything that here I do
And the cause is only you.