let the flood come

i know 

you are not near yourself as you would like to

the depths are a road to lose self

and you are on the way

you know

in the shore of your feelings you are the commander

even though these times have been rough 

to embrace what is left of your strength 

we both know

we are here for each other

when the lights are out 

when our darknesses are swallowing us through 

this guilt and this sorrow 

holding hands like a romantic couple 

this willing of march towards death

this life descending

faster than the hours of the every day

decreasing the shine on your eyes

all of those does not belong to you

in fact, there is much more outside this circle

you accepted as it came 

affirming the voices of your head

the flood on your door,

pushing it to open

the sooner the better,

you are not prepared to deal with,

will break down any time now

and I fear it may take you away with 

you are not alone

as these voices tell you are

breathe 

hold on to something

and let the flood come 

to kiss your entrails

to the learnings and overcoming

to enter where it leaves an emptier space

I know it is hard, still,

you know it is easier than it seems

let the storm rain over you 

or you will lose yourself on this road once for all,

by all the means