lost connection

 there is much more wrong than you tell me

i can feel it

and you know it

that's why you are so far away 

i am still here

waiting without much expectations

my heart is sleeping for you,

numb while your big world is being shaken

do you feel the same for me still?

because I guess I do, but I have no certainties

this distance without the communication needed,

is making me think you are 

or better on another chapter

or diving even deeper on your own abysses 

i lost the connection I had some weeks ago with you

i do not know what is happening

just hoping inside for you and us to be alright

sooner or later

I really wish to be closer to you,

to find the comfort again I found once on your eyes and arms